HOLDING MYSELF ACCOUNTABLE

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For the next week I am holding myself accountable to share my cleaning schedule and what I’ve been doing.

As you can see today I am in the basement.\

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO….

If you look back to the last post you KNOW what condition that basement is in.

There is no way humanly possible I can get everything done today.

BUT….

I’m going to plug away and work on getting my jobs done.

Bit by bit, step by step.

blessings, angela

I’M NOT RUNNING AWAY

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I do believe in angels and my friends aren’t angels but I am strengthened, encouraged, and inspired by them.

They ‘lift me up on angels wings’.

I haven’t posted in ages because the anxiety that I experience was not worth doing a blog post over…lol.

Just keeping it real and telling it like it is.

I’m not going to put my mind, body and spirit under unhealthy stress.

That being said, I have put my mind, body and spirit under unhealthy stress and now I’m dealing with it.

Those of you that have been following along with me on this journey of life have seen what my basement used to look like (back in the day when I ran a daycare, when it became a ‘business’ for The Yard Sale Divas, and now  what it has become,selling off my over 150 collections that I accumulated over the years)

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The process is slow, hard, frustrating and irritating.

I’m letting it go though.

The frustration and the irritation.

Unhealthy.

The process of change being slow and hard. Difficult. Strenuous. Challenging.

That’s ok.

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When I see these pictures it makes me see two sides of this circumstance I find myself in.

The first one is, absolute chaos, laziness, illness,regret, sorrow.

The second side is, organizing this project of letting go of over 150 collections, how blessed to have had all these items and how strong being able to let them go for a higher purpose.

A wise warrior said something the other day that spoke to my heart concerning sharing our testimony.

When we share where God found us and where we are now going, it brings you to places where we have to face our past.

Deal with it, let it go and move forward!~

I have been saying lately, “I’m not running away. I’m not running away”.

So, what do you think? With God on our side like this, how can we lose? If God didn’t hesitate to put everything on the line for us, embracing our condition and exposing himself to the worst by sending his own Son, is there anything else he wouldn’t gladly and freely do for us? And who would dare tangle with God by messing with one of God’s chosen? Who would dare even to point a finger? The One who died for us—who was raised to life for us!—is in the presence of God at this very moment sticking up for us. Do you think anyone is going to be able to drive a wedge between us and Christ’s love for us? There is no way! Not trouble, not hard times, not hatred, not hunger, not homelessness, not bullying threats, not backstabbing, not even the worst sins listed in Scripture:

They kill us in cold blood because they hate you.
We’re sitting ducks; they pick us off one by one.

None of this fazes us because Jesus loves us. I’m absolutely convinced that nothing—nothing living or dead, angelic or demonic, today or tomorrow, high or low, thinkable or unthinkable—absolutely nothing can get between us and God’s love because of the way that Jesus our Master has embraced us.. Romans 8:31-39

blessings, angela

SOME OF YOU HAVE BEEN…

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Rejected.

Neglected.

Overlooked.

Passed over.

Ignored.

Some of you mighty warrior princess sisters, daughters of the most high God have been going through some hard battles.

I’m here to tell ya, you SO got this!~

I sought the Lord and He heard me and delivered me from all my fears. Psalm 34:4

blessings, angela